its 1245 and he's 45mins late! haha i think he's probably busy.

went for class @ studio wu with beloved VALERIE! <3 hahaha. i like pilates its what i've been looking for! and girls hiphop's not bad too tho i think valerie is crazily in love with that class. hahaha.

okay i'm just here to blog because i'm trying to occupy myself while waiting. lalala. i'm supposed to move to another blog address, which i've set up since a thousand years ago, but been too lazy to find a skin. hmm, actually i can still officially move even though the layout's not nice right. hmm. oh wells. hahaha.

am excited for sensibles! i hope i won't get jaded as the year goes by. but He makes us soar on wings like eagles. :) which means, like eagles, after reaching a certain.. altitude? they just soar effortlessly with their wings outstretched, and no beating of wings is needed to sustain its flight. thats what Jesus promises when He says that those who wait on the Lord will soar on wings like eagles; no need to flap and flap to keep my head up. just.. wait on the Lord, dwell in His presence, for strength and renewal.

so i shall put away my worries for now and rest on His promises, and have faith for the year ahead. :)

and He reminded me, in my eagerness to do many things for Him this year and to be His hands and feet, i shouldn't forget to be His child. to dwell, to love, to sing to Him, to enjoy and to revel in His love. to delight in His character; His mercy, love, grace... to know Him more, to discover the "great and unsearchable things i have not known". (Jer 33:3) about You Lord, about who You are, Your heartbeat, to think as You think, feel as You feel! Your plans for the nations, for the people, for YM, for Sensibles.. to go deeper this year.

and i need to study His Word more to do that!

i really wish for the same yearning in his heart. the same hunger and passion. and i will keep asking God for it. because if i knock persistently God You will hear me. and if i ask according to Your will You will grant it.

thank God for His promises (and will) which are good, pleasing, and perfect. :)