ohkaaaay.

i'm down with gastritis / gastric flu. + fever. oh my. bad experience esp when my temperature's too high. i start to think in a whirlwind, i cant still the voices in my head, and when i sleep i feel like i'm half-hallucinating. eurrghh i don't like this!!

so what have i been doing? i've been sleeping, eating, sleeping, eating, using com, sleeping, eating.. hahaha. since like, 12pm friday afternoon. doctor says gastric may be due to stress so i don't dare start my work, in case it worsens my condition. but i guess i'll try later since my mind is rather clear now (temperature dropped again.) haha and doc says i must eat every 3hours! wow! lol so i juz sleep and time myself to wake up and eat, then go back to sleep again. haha. WHAT A STONER / SLACKER.

and i am to deprive myself from "crowd contact" until sunday at least (if possible), because if its gastric flu and not gastritis, its very virulent and i shouldn't be spreading it to innocent people doing their CNY shopping. okay. so, i'm isolated at home with nobody to make conversation with except my brother. and very occasionally my mum (altho there's not much to talk abt except, do you want banana? or apple? rmb to eat ok?) sigh. i think i'm gonna break a record for staying at home for such a long period of time. so far, abt 30hrs... lets see how long it'll be. hehe.

but i shall dedicate this post to my brother, who despite his busy schedule, decided to accompany me and talk to me last night. when my gastric was too painful i called to him for help and he heated up porridge for me, brought in panadol for me, etc.. then when abt an hour later i decided to just vomit, he was there to pat my back, chg plastic bag, get water, get tissue, etc.. haha i tell you without him i think everythg will be nightmarish. the last time i had gastric i was alone and i puked like 4times on my own. the feeling was downright depressing. hehe. & after i vomited he stayed behind to talk to me for awhile. =) =) =) so THANKS GOD AND THANKS KOR! hehehe. yupp im feeling super loved cant you tell? hahaha.

next time when i have kids or what, i'll make sure i'll be there to accompany her when she's sick. and make unimportant conversation. haha.