i was feeling so upset just now. a series of unfortunate events.

the home phone bill. the pocket money issue. guilt trips. the financial woes. cancelled assignment. long list of constructive criticism. feeling like a pest. disappointed. "what-the?"-ish. and, THE HORRIBLE BOY WHO BULLIED MY COUSIN. waaaaaa.

aiiiii.

but bel came along and brightened up my night :) thanks sis! my voice of reason! hahaha. you were really so logical and you made so much sense. i wish i could be as good at dispensing advice, and at listening (to you esp, in the future!). heh. i realised how petty my troubles were when i stumbled upon the thought that i'm blessed with great people like bel in my life. :) relationship and money problems just fade away and feel so.. irrelevant?, when i think about friends like bel (that includes u valeriephang - YOU DEFINITELY HV A HIGHER PLACE THAN HIM THANKS) and how it really should be the thing thts worth my time and effort in "worrying" about. haha. so thank you BEL! <3

and "sigh" to the horrible boy who hurt my cousin! even though he wont be reading this, still, i wish he wasnt so blinded! abcdefg argh. i feel so angry for valeriephang. =(

okay goodnight!