http://www.paulgoldinresearch.com/cg/index.htm

its the colour test again!

Utmost in your mind is success. You are constantly seeking stimulation and a life full of experience. You are trying to 'grow' and above all you need to develop freely and to shake off the shackles of self-doubt. You are an enthusiastic individual, full of life with the desire to live intensely. You like contact with others and are enthusiastic by nature. You are receptive to anything new, modern or intriguing. Your interests are many and you are likely to expand your fields of activities. You are optimistic about the future and you deserve every success because deep down you are a 'winner'.

Being a somewhat gentle, emotional and sensitive person, you are at this time experiencing a considerable amount of tension. What you really need is someone who can be close to you and to listen to what you have to say.

Everyone has to compromise at times and circumstances are such that at this time you are feeling the need to do just that. Put all of your hopes on the back burner and let matters flow for a time - forgo some of the things you want. The good times are just around the corner.

For whatever the reason, you find it extremely difficult to sustain relationships - that is to sustain them in the manner that you would wish. You are a very gentle sort of person, full of feeling, sensitivity and susceptible to love and affection, looking and longing for a partner with whom you can enjoy 'All things bright and beautiful' - someone with whom you can seek out the more esoteric things of life. But up to now this person has only existed in your imagination. You are very choosy, appreciative, refined and extremely artistic in temperament and it is your hope to seek others who will allow you to form and express your own taste and judgement and who at the same time may assist you in your intellectual or artistic growth.

You really would like to be completely uninhibited - to let your hair down - but you are held back by your sense of logic and rationalilty, since you realise that by simple stupidity you could lose everything - whatever that may be.

hahaha its so damn weird cos its so true. i wonder why is it that choosing 8 colours in a certain sequence tells how a person is feeling? hmm. maybe i'll read up on that after SAT. HAAA. i went to photocopy stuff, and the auntie asked me 你现在在做什么？进修吗？haha i told her i was studying for SAT. but i continued musing on what she said. and yah i think it really struck me that now's the best time for me to 进修 and do whatever i want. for eg. spend a whole week in the library, reading what i want (not my notes!!), and coming out only to meet different ppl for lunch and dinner. ah. the delight! i can finally read about socrates plato aristotle, read chinese love novels (and share them with valeriephang haha), learn thai, read cookbooks for fun, read about history, psychology, human behaviour...

i think deep down inside i'm really a geek/nerd. i do have this intense adoration for words and the mysteries they reveal when arranged lovingly by gifted authors. maybe thats why my posts are always riddled with alphabets and not pictures. haha. i should just make my journal private! haha.