i had a record 8 hours of sleep last night! weeee! hahaha but still feel darn tired. sighh.

friday night was spent at Pho eating fiery chilli padis and medium rare beef! haha and jarren's party. saw many vj juniors and i still miss vj times.. (minus the studying, thanks). mahjong at my gramps place, before ting and jason came i did 4台 twice, one 平湖 (?) and one 半色（自摸） with 2 animals. wee! jason got 十三夭 can!! wah lau. hahaha. then it was breakfast at macs and sweetdreams at 6am, lol.

woke up for tuition on sat, aiii no comments. P&P at 5pm, the conviction and the guilt and the sobering-up.. still feeling the "effects" now. docu-drama on humanitarian aid to uzbekistan, afghanistan, etcetc-gan. haha sheesh sounds like the docu-drama didn't hv an effect on me, calling them etcetc-gan. but okay la, it stirs the emotions i guess, and some stories leave a lasting imprint, but i still stand by my view that different people have different destinies, and its not everyone's destiny to go out there to deliver solar panels from outer space or tents and medical aid. maybe my altruistic destiny lies in setting up a social enterprise, like a cleaners' company where all profits go to improvement and enrichment classes for my less well-off employees. sounds like an idea.

then it was food republic at wisma + starbucks later on. at least i get to spend some time with akuou. i hope the retreat will really be a good time of resting and depth of fellowship.. not just the surface laughter which i am starting to get tired of. not that its bad of cos, im just a lil jaded, i need a real retreat haha.

chill out time at indochine with click five minus one (phuket version, lol) which made me realise that jwei's myopic eyes are probably rolling over these alphabets at this very moment. :) among other "illuminating" realisations, of course.

so after sending off bella at the airport im finally home and relaxing when the sun's up, the afternoon birds are chirping, and when there's mostly the kind of afternoon silence all around. sunday afternoons are meant for lazing around. unfortunately, i just reached home (330pm), the day's almost spent, and i'll need to pizza in a freaking short 1 hr. the phenomenal "as-big-as-ah-gong's-dining-table-really!" pizza (according to Mum). haa.

sigh.

i'm irritated, impatient, implacable.

i think its PMS haha.