haha time flies.. so long nvr blog le.. anw this place is so dead so doesnt really matter.. nobody tags!!!! so u better tag if u read this can?! haha.

okay.. what has been happening arh? easter weekend at tioman.. was really fun tho we didnt get to play ball cos of rain. but it was a good time of refreshing and recharging and realignment to God.. went snorkeling, gosh so FUN! spent time with ppl like viona, chris, sarah, and got to know them better =) not forgetting my godpa! haha, like so long nvr talk to him lidat. and bunked in with grandma jean so got to spent more time with her too!! yayness. felt in such a loving and family kinda environment. hee.

erm other then that.. mostly life's about netball.. cant really include studies cos im not really like into it now. netball really rox my life can. so fun. i dunno why i just love the game so much. like some kinda fanatic. i want to overcome all the weaknesses.. mental and physical.. to build my stamina so i can play 4 quarters and hardly panting like what rachel of HCI did. haha.

i think the game is beautiful.

anyway, yesterday it was raining like crazy when i reachd the bus stop, n i cldnt go home so i went to airport to finish up my essay and do my work. realised how much i missed spending time on my own. when i was just walking around after doing my work and stuff.. yea it felt good. strangely i felt soothed. haha. don't need worry abt the things to say.. about fitting into schedules.. about finishing up on time.. haha. the freedom. perhaps im just selfish.. wanna just do things my way in my own time. dunno la. haha.

and then today was the our 1st match as VJC A div 06. hahah growing to love the team more. i liked the hanging out part before we met up and went to kallang!! anyway, though we got trashed 64-19 i still think we fought quite hard. like wad ms seow said.. gt some v gd players, some v bad players so we averaged out. hmm. i don't want to be the one to pull down the average or sth. yeh. i WILL play hard when its my turn. monday will b against srjc. really hope i'll get a chance to play again. every game is an opportunity to grow and learn!! pray hard pray hard. please God! haha.

hai i still got so much to learn as a person. still so immature really. i need to be disciplined. to be wise and watch my mouth. to forgive and love people, good and horrible, unconditionally. love God and seek Him above all. and live out the fact that "whats most impt is what God thinks is best for us.. doesnt matter what we think". be patient.. and wait. and let myself be willing to "undergo construction" from God. increase my faith God! i wanna believe.

You are...
my shield
my strength
my portion
deliverer
my shelter
strong tower
my very present help
in times of need