hahaha okaaay, im in the midst of uh changing template!

CNY!! a reunion dinner on CNY eve filled with <3!! time spent with family w/o arguing is great. watched ghost rider. lol. collected angbaos. ate GOOD homecooked food @ gramps' place. karaoked. yearly lunch @ empress place. spent a lot of time with family and cousins. we saw eric!! playd mahjong (yay!). watched stepup @ home. ran xctry. i improved! icarus outing (but super short). dinner at this hidden peranakan eating place at katong. YUMS. quality time with my DARLING DENZEL SO CUTE! teaching him how to write chi words. & how to use my mechanical pencil and pen eraser lol. denzel & denise! so similar our names ah!! <3 <3 ok then, more mahjong. and then talked a lot. thought a lot. hhaha.

i just get this sinking feeling in my stomach when i'm reminded that sports days heats are tomorrow. like, nervous? ugh. i really really dont wanna fall down!! please. time to pray huh.

yay i finally sat down at a coffee joint yesterday, after SOO long. after depriving myself from luxurious spending for like weeks?.. hahaha. the coffee was just heavenly lah. so was the "peach me up" lol!! thanks pa =)

oh we also had fellowship yesterday at sentosa, we ate so much GOOD food. hoooo. got a little burnt. and thanks jason for pei-ing me & talking b4 service. :) according to glad (and i agree with him), ur a v faithful friend! haha.

common tests coming but im not studying hard for it. i think i'll just let it go, study what i can because i only have a week left. at least, just know whats the syllabus about. not gonna aim for As and Bs. SPA's the important ones!! yes i must jiayou. help me God.

so yesterday i finally got a few (ok maybe just 2) of my burning questions answered. thanks kelly for enlightening me (as always, haha.) was abt confidence. and abt every human being needing to bank their lives on something.. having a purpose. a meaning. something they live for. sometimes people may realise they have this need, find no (or an inadequate) answer, then numb themselves to this question. and go on with their lives.. or some use material things as their purpose. maybe a sport. a career. a dream. or they live for themselves..

but. your life is not your own.. you were bought with a price.