ok i'm exhausted. gpp is finally over. can't say i really put in my 100% and i feel wrong for not giving something my best shot. but aghh.. its late! and AGH excuses excuses.. but i've sent the file over for printing already soo.. just pray and hope for the best.. arghh. sorry Lord!

ok so many things have happened since i last blogged. God is good, He gives me purpose and hope, so no matter what happened life is just still so wonderful. =) thank God for love and strength to tide me through. for grace to pick me up when i fall down..

oh, hols has started. with a bang i must sayy. last week of term was so crazy-busy, i slept less than 6hrs every night. but not cos i was studying. (?!) friday was wonderful, after hse comm stuff met up with AHsc. great seeing jnrs.. new comm heads.. still calling me boss like wow.. so honoured.. dont deserve it man. i think their batch did so much more. anw, all the talking and laughing and bridging and learning dance tgt.. and 85!! yeah man. i totally miss the warmfuzzy feeling we had on that friday night when we all talked non-stop abt jc life.. catch up w each other.. gorge our silly faces.. *violet ma'am eats a lot. heh hope our nxt meeting will b just as exciting and "warmfuzzy"!

slept a lot on sat.. replenish the lost hours. then met chris at airport at 11pm. whirlwind of events started. stayd over and sent off sarah.. whos going to boston to study! hopefully we'll kp our promise and snailmail each other.. heh. went home to sleep for an hour.. YM.. got to hang with keith and kenneth for awhile.. lunch, spent talking abt the DISC thing.. i still dont know what i am cos everybody has differing opinions. but its okay i think it matters more to me that i figure out what are the others' profiles. :)

then very quick shopping! arcade, movie.. x-men3 was not bad really =D good stuff. jeangrey is so beautiful. then i finally bought my earrings! oh yeah, then jason's low C was put on display.. the big hoo-ha over the Lost Tickets. his flusteredness even made me a little unsettled! ohmy. but i shall make an effort not to make tht sound like a bad point. then we went for dinner and proceeded for nj choir concert!

to summarise, i loved hambo. so cute!! autumn leaves was so sad until some sop went a little offkey and brought me back to earth. and a certain guy's voice from bass became so distinct the harmony was lost. but the feeling was there. and it stayed for awhile. i think thats what make a good choir right? from what shallow understanding of music that i have..

oh yeah and gladwin snored once and he heard himself snore. ohmy horrendous but funny. haha. oh and not to mention captain lionel and his interest in ms teo, hg and jl 's interesting lit tcher.. hahaha hilarious!

then went for supper at newton's circus! i dunno what got over me. and maybe jason. we laughed like mad kids down with rabies? *shudder. so out of control. hahaha but it was a SUPER good feeling. to laugh it all out. sigh, hanging out with "old" people is making me too serious. i need to treasure my youth! act bimbotic, make silly mistakes and comments, let my hair down hv some fun. (: and i think hg is really supremely introverted, and i think his "weirdness" is cool! in a way, he reminds me of someone else..

hope we'll all get to know one another better. past the superficial laughing and joking. see one another's worlds. (:

godpa fetchd me back, thanks!! went to jean's hse on e way. SO NICE. the house. and my amah is nice too! love you amah!! hahaha. not like she reads this anw. oh well.

and so my crazy weekend is abt to come to an end.. hopefully i'll get down to studying.

oh God may You grant me studying kakis.. and discipline.. and help me to love You. (: