hahaha i'm so happy now because i had such fun just now. and such good food!! & great company!

for YM. i guess the question on our minds (at least for the few girls i was talking to) for our group was. do we really want to grow old together in the first place? because if we don't want it there's no point in all the schemes, plans, and co-ordination that we put in place. i guess its really a question of commitment and whether we want this group to stay together or not...

and i'm thankful for all the times spent with abby jason & glad over the week. its really so much less tiring to hang out with 1 person at a time.. no need to worry if anyone gets left out of any conversation, etc etc. & for all the love you all have shown me.. by spending time with me or the things you all told me. THANK YOU!

ok so anyways, i had the greatest latte in ages. yum. after drinking skinny latte for so long and reverting back to normal latte. heh it was just awesome! hooray! hahaha. and then, glad and i went to parkway to eat the steamboat thing at the basement food court there. SO YUMMS OKAY! hahaha. the tomyam is like super nice, really spicy and sour. not the diluted, "less spicy" kind. everything was just good lah. haha. and then we went for scoopz icecream. and then it was just a good time lah! hahaha.

CTs are coming. i do realise exams are quite meaningless when i don't have the right motivation. to wanna do it for God. at least thank God i'm learning this now at CTs, not like later during prelims or A levels. i want a 2nd chance and i need a 2nd chance.

...adoration, the most selfless emotion of which our nature is capable and therefore the chief remedy for all that self-centeredness which is our original sin and the source of all natural sin - Charles Colson

i do wanna do this out of adoration for my King.

i just hope this is not a PMS-&-thus-i'm-more-in-touch-with-my-emotions kinda thing. haha. sigh.