everybody shd go arab st and hang out, its a cool place. =) many other small cafes to try and yes, shisha to smoke! haha.

"plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you a hope and a future."

haha thank God for wednesday. i had about 3 hours of much needed sleep in the afternoon. my legs feel more a part of my body now. i can walk with wide strides! i can jump! i can like. do mini-"chg of directions" at home. wee. haha. so thanks samuel ting for the advice of sleeping early (or more) so that legs are fresh the next day. :)

and then i had dinner with godpa! yay thanks godpa it was a nice time of relac talking and hanging out at bookstores :D hhaha. oh we had this slightly amusing convo.

*walks past a hair salon*
dee: oh i need to cut my hair!
glad: i realised ur cutting hair season about the same as me (he just cut his hair)
dee: oh really? but how often do you cut ur hair?
glad: *confidently* 3 times a week!

ok haha. nothing much.

train train train! i so want to get it fast. to understand where to run. when to run. gain their trust and trust the rest. i wish i had the natural talent to play C. to have a presence on court like glan. i REALLY want to. and i must stay strong! improve my speed, improve my stamina, improve my reading of the game. c'mon man. vjnb07 :) i love u girls and i believe we can do it!! lets keep persevering and keep going at the barrier.. soon we will overcome it and our play will become smooth and our confidence will go up =) jiayou!

The day you take complete responsibility for yourself, the day you stop making any excuses, thats the day you start to the top. -O.J. Simpson

You have to expect things of yourself before you can do them. -Michael Jordan

The only place where success comes before work is in the dictionary. -Vidal Sassoon

I learned that if you want to make it bad enough, no matter how bad it is, you can make it. -Gale Sayers

CTs are finally over!! phew. like *huge sigh of relief*.

work at IT fair later on. hopefully can reach target. free dinner at hanabe!! oooh. regardless, i'm still going there with my cousin. for what i don't remember. maybe it was to celebrate her results?? but doesn't matter lah. haha. hope i earn enough to cover costs. haha.

planning a trip to India soon! 1st to 8th june. anybody interested in subsidising my trip? lol. er, for subsidising me, in return i could help u write reports on bombay, take pictures for you, or act as your personal courier service & buy stuff for you thats only available there. or i can introduce you to my handsome/pretty, awesome, intelligent friends to befriend. bahaha.

i'm not making much sense. i think i'm just exhilarated that my CTs are over and i'm soooo "free". omgosh.

i think i really am tired from a lot of things. mentally. yawns. how i wish i had time to just slack at home and not talk to the world for a whole afternoon & evening again.

hahaha i'm so happy now because i had such fun just now. and such good food!! & great company!

for YM. i guess the question on our minds (at least for the few girls i was talking to) for our group was. do we really want to grow old together in the first place? because if we don't want it there's no point in all the schemes, plans, and co-ordination that we put in place. i guess its really a question of commitment and whether we want this group to stay together or not...

and i'm thankful for all the times spent with abby jason & glad over the week. its really so much less tiring to hang out with 1 person at a time.. no need to worry if anyone gets left out of any conversation, etc etc. & for all the love you all have shown me.. by spending time with me or the things you all told me. THANK YOU!

ok so anyways, i had the greatest latte in ages. yum. after drinking skinny latte for so long and reverting back to normal latte. heh it was just awesome! hooray! hahaha. and then, glad and i went to parkway to eat the steamboat thing at the basement food court there. SO YUMMS OKAY! hahaha. the tomyam is like super nice, really spicy and sour. not the diluted, "less spicy" kind. everything was just good lah. haha. and then we went for scoopz icecream. and then it was just a good time lah! hahaha.

CTs are coming. i do realise exams are quite meaningless when i don't have the right motivation. to wanna do it for God. at least thank God i'm learning this now at CTs, not like later during prelims or A levels. i want a 2nd chance and i need a 2nd chance.

...adoration, the most selfless emotion of which our nature is capable and therefore the chief remedy for all that self-centeredness which is our original sin and the source of all natural sin - Charles Colson

i do wanna do this out of adoration for my King.

i just hope this is not a PMS-&-thus-i'm-more-in-touch-with-my-emotions kinda thing. haha. sigh.