hahaha okaaay, im in the midst of uh changing template!

CNY!! a reunion dinner on CNY eve filled with <3!! time spent with family w/o arguing is great. watched ghost rider. lol. collected angbaos. ate GOOD homecooked food @ gramps' place. karaoked. yearly lunch @ empress place. spent a lot of time with family and cousins. we saw eric!! playd mahjong (yay!). watched stepup @ home. ran xctry. i improved! icarus outing (but super short). dinner at this hidden peranakan eating place at katong. YUMS. quality time with my DARLING DENZEL SO CUTE! teaching him how to write chi words. & how to use my mechanical pencil and pen eraser lol. denzel & denise! so similar our names ah!! <3 <3 ok then, more mahjong. and then talked a lot. thought a lot. hhaha.

i just get this sinking feeling in my stomach when i'm reminded that sports days heats are tomorrow. like, nervous? ugh. i really really dont wanna fall down!! please. time to pray huh.

yay i finally sat down at a coffee joint yesterday, after SOO long. after depriving myself from luxurious spending for like weeks?.. hahaha. the coffee was just heavenly lah. so was the "peach me up" lol!! thanks pa =)

oh we also had fellowship yesterday at sentosa, we ate so much GOOD food. hoooo. got a little burnt. and thanks jason for pei-ing me & talking b4 service. :) according to glad (and i agree with him), ur a v faithful friend! haha.

common tests coming but im not studying hard for it. i think i'll just let it go, study what i can because i only have a week left. at least, just know whats the syllabus about. not gonna aim for As and Bs. SPA's the important ones!! yes i must jiayou. help me God.

so yesterday i finally got a few (ok maybe just 2) of my burning questions answered. thanks kelly for enlightening me (as always, haha.) was abt confidence. and abt every human being needing to bank their lives on something.. having a purpose. a meaning. something they live for. sometimes people may realise they have this need, find no (or an inadequate) answer, then numb themselves to this question. and go on with their lives.. or some use material things as their purpose. maybe a sport. a career. a dream. or they live for themselves..

but. your life is not your own.. you were bought with a price.

ahh what a week! :)

let's see. hsecomm interviews were finally over and done with. aquila was with lynx! oh my i tell u, we (especially cheryl and i) were SO bitchy, mean, rude, irritating, and just plain inhuman. seriously i think i should be slapped in the face. and my behaviour almost certainly qualified as sth to be bitched about behind my back. now that everything's over.. just wanna say SORRY to everyone i traumatised. really, 06HOUSE are all nice people! its just that we have to be like that for the interviews! we didn't mean much of what we said! we love you ppl! =D

haha yupp, there were some reallly memorable things that some people did, but i wont mention here cos its like uh. unfair to give ppl special mention. and also, its like when jennhaur said, you'll know how to pick when you see them. quite true lah. if you can do it, you'll just have it. lol. i was just uh, half-emoing with cheryl yesterday and thinking about things. jc's really a short time.. in just about a year you'll hv to move on frm being a leader of followers, to a leader of leaders. from this level to the next. "from glory to glory"? haha. now its like, perspectives change. you think of how to guide pple to become a great leader, not just about being one yourself. but its good i guess. im thankful im still learning :)

what else. Valentine's Day!! haha i think this year i ate SOOO much brownies and cookies i bet the guilt (and fats) is gonna pile on me during the next 3.2km run that i do. angel and mortal revealed (not like we didnt already know each other, haha). & i gave this photoframe thingy to calvin (07s34 angel!), i hope he liked it! shirlyn gave me a SUPER NICE necklace too! thanks to all the darlings and dearies who gave me stuff!! and the notes you all painstakingly wrote!! and also a big THANKS to those whom i love soo much! for our friendship and the love and care you all have shown to me. (: i hope you all liked the little brownie and notes! *HUGS!*

oh and special mention to 06S34 guys,
they gave each girl in class a rose :) very sweet guys! totally unexpected leh! haha =p thanks!

dinner was a scrumptious affair at scruffy murphy's. hahahaha scrumptious was on purpose. salad and hummus and irish stew and warm apple pie with icecream oh my heavenly! thanks to gladwin who treated us so gentlemanly, and for the beautiful flowers (: and thanks to kexin and abby too for the wonderful company and games! yay you guys really rock its great spending time with you all!! =) *hugs!*

ok what else? hmm.

this week also marked the end of my stomach flu. thank You Lord! the period of rest was a good time to "let my soul catch up with my body".. slow down and think about many things.. haha. i guess i'm a little tired of just laughing and having fun all day long. i used to think (ok maybe i still do?) a good day in school means many smiles, much talk, good cheer, nothing bad happening. then everyday's just about like that. smile, laugh, talk. and of course, just planning my schedule, managing my time, doing my work/CCA things. mostly CCA things haha. there's no time to even think through the things you did. or even think about things, about people, about issues etc.. then i start feeling a little empty.. a little worn out. haha. a little like an air-head, no substance? you know? haha. don't get me wrong, i really enjoy time in school, all the great fun and laughter! but there has to be more than that. more than the superficiality and the feel-good and the "hi-howuvebeen-ohoktakecare-*smile*-bye"-ing. i guess i miss that something more.

oh wells. haha (: yupp anyway, its CNY celebrations today and it was not too bad lah, seriously. hahaha i was a little surprised to see sooo many pple doing mass dance. and we (cheryl and i) were just reminded of all the mass dances (made up or not) that certain people did during interviews, omg we were laughing our asses off in the middle of dances. haha. super funny. house comm/ house noms rock!

okay bye! (:

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rah! vanquish the bug!

haha im happy because jason and gladwin came over just now and we had a lot a lot of fun playing saboteur, laughing, talking, eating (albeit toooo much for me.) a lot of uh, funny things happened haha. a lot of burping after the burping rule was relaxed (or rather instituted?). and all by jason only. altho it wasnt him who came up with the rule. and gladwin was like wheres my phone? when his phone was infront of his face. and his phone is so huge!! hahaha.

yay thank you you two. oh and for the botanical organism representing elegance too! *BOWS*

i think,
last year life was abit too serious..
this year life's abit too fun..
it shd be the other way round!

okay im scooting off. goodbye!

ohkaaaay.

i'm down with gastritis / gastric flu. + fever. oh my. bad experience esp when my temperature's too high. i start to think in a whirlwind, i cant still the voices in my head, and when i sleep i feel like i'm half-hallucinating. eurrghh i don't like this!!

so what have i been doing? i've been sleeping, eating, sleeping, eating, using com, sleeping, eating.. hahaha. since like, 12pm friday afternoon. doctor says gastric may be due to stress so i don't dare start my work, in case it worsens my condition. but i guess i'll try later since my mind is rather clear now (temperature dropped again.) haha and doc says i must eat every 3hours! wow! lol so i juz sleep and time myself to wake up and eat, then go back to sleep again. haha. WHAT A STONER / SLACKER.

and i am to deprive myself from "crowd contact" until sunday at least (if possible), because if its gastric flu and not gastritis, its very virulent and i shouldn't be spreading it to innocent people doing their CNY shopping. okay. so, i'm isolated at home with nobody to make conversation with except my brother. and very occasionally my mum (altho there's not much to talk abt except, do you want banana? or apple? rmb to eat ok?) sigh. i think i'm gonna break a record for staying at home for such a long period of time. so far, abt 30hrs... lets see how long it'll be. hehe.

but i shall dedicate this post to my brother, who despite his busy schedule, decided to accompany me and talk to me last night. when my gastric was too painful i called to him for help and he heated up porridge for me, brought in panadol for me, etc.. then when abt an hour later i decided to just vomit, he was there to pat my back, chg plastic bag, get water, get tissue, etc.. haha i tell you without him i think everythg will be nightmarish. the last time i had gastric i was alone and i puked like 4times on my own. the feeling was downright depressing. hehe. & after i vomited he stayed behind to talk to me for awhile. =) =) =) so THANKS GOD AND THANKS KOR! hehehe. yupp im feeling super loved cant you tell? hahaha.

next time when i have kids or what, i'll make sure i'll be there to accompany her when she's sick. and make unimportant conversation. haha.

i had a wonderful day today, just that i read something and that something really really gloom-ified my night. so emo lah. hhaa oh wells. FRIENDS.

hse forms were in today. =) no comments yet! training was overall good. the run was gd (gr8 with a watch and alone). tho i missed my target by 4seconds!! had fun laughing at xiaoshuaige (yuhan). & it was nice working in the D again (w eirene). juz that all the lobs flew past my head & hands.. I WANNA GROW TALLER!!

cheryl's birthday is coming! and so is valentine's day!! get into the mood man. bake cookies. eat cookies. send flowers. write messages. yes i will be nice! seeya ppl. lets feel fab tgt tmr. =D

SOO busy. sooo many things to do. but i'm enjoying it i think. HAHA. netball rox! i love you guys. 2pm LUNCH YAYYY. hahaha. and HOUSE ROCKS TOO!! all the events. muahaha. i love hsecomm. and AQUILA!!!

ok i JUST had to come and post this up. i was having a convo with nazri about qichao's bday preparations. CHECK THIS OUT EVERYONE

zeri says:
disposable panties are SUCH a turn-on

there's more!

denise <3 NETBALL! <3 HSE, ! says:
does 711 sell underwear

zeri says:
OH OH they sell disposable panties

(how in the world does nazri know that 7-11 sell disposable undies!??!)

hehe ok thats all for now folks. tata!